What The Bleep!!!

Today 02/16/2011 I woke up in a good mood but by the time I got to work my attitude changed and I felt uncomfortable in my own skin and I felt depressed and have all day. In class we watched a movie called What The Bleep and it talked about our emotions. Are emotions are addictions. Love is an addiction. WHAT?? Yes we think to our selves and realize we love that someone but in all reality its just an addiction just like heroin. They referenced being addicted to heroin is like being addicted to love, sex, depression or what ever it may be. They talked about if you have been depressed that's what your body and mind feels is depression. Your used to it and it hard to get in the mind set that you are not depressed or whatever the case may be. This really had me thinking. I have really bad emotions and they change within seconds. I feel like I can't be happy for more than an hour. I feel like just crawling up into a ball because I am not worth anything anymore.  Here is a saying or whatever you would like to call it but I feel like I relate to it in many ways.  She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming, and she sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her love is unconditional. There's only one thing wrong with her, she forgets what she's worth! The song that is my favorite and relate to as well is by Pink called Fuckin Perfect. Its a great song and its about people who feel like there are nothing when in all reality they are something.